bad effs

Something that's bothered me about myself ever since I started doing nuzlocke comics is that I'm a really shitty member of the community :''''D I read probably most of the comics on the Forums and deviantart, but for some effed up reason I find it incredibly hard to comment, hype or even +watch the authors ??? Which sucks, because I appreciate all comics and get inspired by them and the community is literally so nice. I guess it's my inferiority complex and social anxiety kicking in?? it's always bothered me that I find it so impossible to visibly support fellow Nuzlockers because I'm afraid to talk to other authors, especially since recently I've been chatting a lil with many of the people I look up to in the discord and finding out they're really really nice people.

So I'm gonna!! try my best to actually participate more than to just keep churning out my own comic. I'm sorry if I come across awkward or cold, it's literally just because I'm recovering from pretty severe online social anxiety and trying to keep my insecurities and inferiority complexes in check - which lately is much easier for me. I really do love the community and the people and what they do, and I'm really always happy to chat and hype. So yeah! I'm starting with actually watching (and following on tumblr) some people I honestly really look up to but have been too shy to talk to in the past ;; baby steps